Left by loved ones

"I am a rather self-contained person who does not open his thoughts to almost anyone, rather even to anyone. I have a close friend and a boyfriend. And now, these two people closest to me are practically throwing me at the same time.
My friend can arrange a meeting with me and while I'm waiting for her by the phone and trying to finish all my business as quickly as possible, she goes for a walk with her boyfriend.
My boyfriend has been communicating with a girl on isq for some time and now, at one fine moment, during our little quarrel, he informs me that he has been communicating with her on the phone for a long time, and one call is enough for him to have an affair with her.
I've always believed him, and now I can't do it. If he goes to drink beer with friends, I immediately have bad thoughts, and suddenly he's with her. Just now I called him at home, they told me that he was not there, and that no one knew where he was. Of course, I understand that he and my girlfriend may have their own personal life, their own interests and their friends, but I do not leave the feeling that I am a backup option for them.
I don't know what to do anymore, I walk down the street alone, but with a bottle of beer, I have insomnia and no appetite.



Now you feel abandoned and abandoned. By your close friends. A friend and a young man. I can write a lot of beautiful and clever words about the fact that your problem is quite common and even find words that every person is a value. But I won't do it. And more. I will not convince you that only a thing can be thrown and thrown, but not a person in any way. I won't talk about it. After all, you feel different.
Yes, and you do everything so as to remain in this state of abandonment: you yourself feel like a backup option, you yourself walk down the street with a bottle of beer, you yourself suffer from your doubts about your friends. What kind of help do you want from a psychologist?!
A person feels what he feels. No more, no less. There are no bad feelings, no good feelings. Feelings are feelings. And everyone has the right to feel what he feels. The whole question is whether it is worth expressing everything that you feel. AND HOW to express it?! Is it only in a lonely walk with a bottle of beer, or a refusal to eat and sleep?! Maybe it's possible in some other way?!
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